July 15, 2018

So, as always the story goes on. I take you back to the hotel where I have just been assaulted and am trying to leave with my friends. I didn't say anything to anyone until we were safely in the car. I did not want to confront these guys in the state that we were in; I...

July 14, 2018

I am insane; I keep going back to the same people doing the same things and expecting different results. At some point, I would think that a man could attempt to look at things from my point of view. If I cry, then I'm weak; if I try to move on, then it's over it shoul...

July 14, 2018

I love, I am in love, I was in love, I want to love.

What is love if not unconditional?

 An affinity? A crush? A one-way street. 

I want more than you can give me. I need less than what you have to give.

I expand my knowledge, I expand my culture. I expand my love for...

July 14, 2018

It's funny when you're friends or acquaintances with someone sometimes it can feel like you're watching a TV show if there isn't equal interest among parties. When I watch a TV show, I don't expect to see them go to the bathroom in the episode every time they need to g...

July 3, 2018

So, this week has been a tough one for me already. My oldest brother just found out about me being sexually assaulted in the past and it did not go well for anyone. To start with, I thought everyone in my family knew already because I don't exactly hide the fact that I...

June 26, 2018

There's nothing worse than missing than living, it breaks my heart. This is a big thing for me, it's why I'm so full of redemption for those who have wronged me. You always feel like there will be more time to make up or reconnect with someone, but tomorrow is promised...

May 29, 2018

So, I'm one of those rare people who actually will ghost out on my best friend of 15 years if you screw me over. I am not ride-or-die unconditionally, I have my limits. I can be screwed over almost an infinite amount of times and forgive you, but then once I no longer...

May 25, 2018

I used to want to be the Floyd Mayweather of anything I did, I mean, the guy is super rich and has a perfect record in his sport and is generally thought of as the best. He is the champ. The thing about him, and people like him, is that he has a target on his back; and...

May 22, 2018

As I have mentioned before in previous blogs, I have been working on my personal family tree for over ten years now. I have about 5,800 people in my tree as of writing this blog. Every time one of my siblings got married I added their spouses to the tree and did their...

May 18, 2018

I've written a couple of blogs on here about the guy who didn't choose me. If you've ever watched the show On My Block which airs on Netflix I could compare us to a couple on the show; I'd say he's the Cesar to my Monse. Mind games a plenty, secrecy all around; not eve...

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